You are strong

You know your mind
Do not settle
Want the best
You do not need someone to make you happy
A person does not make a person
Love yourself
Fuck negativity
Buy things that give you pleasure
You only live once
Live your life
Everyone is welcome
You are strong

You know your mind
Do not settle
Want the best
You do not need someone to make you happy
A person does not make a person
Love yourself
Fuck negativity
Buy things that give you pleasure
You only live once
Live your life
Oh so near
Oh so far
You mark my heart
And leave your scar
.
I may never know
If you’ll be mine
In the morning
I’ll be fine
.
Tomorrow is always
Another day
Life goes on
Loneliness at bay
.
I know what you desire
And it isn’t me
Least not this moment
Not meant to be
.
I still hold hope
Maybe in time
One day in the future
You’ll be mine
.
If I have to show
What you mean to me
I’ll give my heart
If it will make you happy
If I can’t have you
Then I don’t want anyone
I’m done wasting time
The end before we begun
.
I can wait for however long
I don’t need a date
You had stolen my heart already
I’m hoping this is fate
I know it’s you
Your eyes tell me all
I can feel your pain
I wish to be there
.
You would be the one
To make me whole again
To help me trust
To be my friend
.
In you I confide
My every thought
You are all I have
You are all I want
.
You are so far away
But oh so close
I can practically touch you
I want that the most
.
My daydreams are of you
Light guiding my day
Oh how you make me smile
Keep the negatives away
.
I dream of holding you
One day you being mine
Hope to hold on to
Maybe reality in time
Our time
Our moments
Our laughs
Our fights
We never judged
We ate so much
We were unruly
We lived
You were my best friend
You were my voice of reason
You were the one that really mattered
You were
It’s been a while
Lost in the clouds
Alone with just my thoughts
To keep me company
.
Solitude caresses my back
But refuses to listen
It’s always been one sided
But I’m noticing it now
.
My deepest darkest secrets
For my mind only
No one else really cares
Why should they?
.
I only have myself to upset now
What is it like?
The only one person that mattered
Gone without saying goodbye
I’m not looking for why’s?
Beautiful angel that I cannot have
Your presence makes me feel whole
Your absence penetrates my soul
Emptiness when you are not around
If I had known one day you would go
I would have shown my love as our last day on earth
I would never want it to end
I would prefer to stay in that moment and feel love one last time
In all it’s beauty
Every warm embrace as a yin and yan
I feel so safe in your arms
I cherish your protection
Aura that every word I could fathom could never be enough
I can’t even describe my feelings for you
You are free as the wind
I love how the wind feels to touch
Coursing against my fingertips
You cannot hold the wind
Nor would I want to hold such a natural beauty
But I would love to gaze upon it
Every time you shall pass I will offer my hands
I will close my eyes
And rest in the moment
Because it’s all that matters
To love someone you can’t have
To know they want you back
To have to practice patience
To keep your world on track
To battle the feeling
Of always being alone
To long to share the pillows
Wishing to have them home
Wondering what it would be like
To slowly caress their cheek
To see their first reaction
Without any need to speak
Forever gazing in their eyes
Fantasizing over their lips
Waiting for the time to cherish
That first beautiful kiss
I love this feeling
Wondering all over again
Could it be
Are you not just a friend?
I would never have thought
In a million years
I’d interest you
That you could ever be near
Nearly every thought
Is a dream of you
I laugh to myself
As I don’t know what to do
I am being patient
And giving you time
I’m wishing to the stars
One day you’ll be mine