I am the driver
I can brake, accelerate and choose my destination
I am in control
Everyone is welcome
I am the driver
I can brake, accelerate and choose my destination
I am in control
This time of year is hard
For every single person that is alone
You can do it
Keep going
Power through the tears
Let them out
Don’t be ashamed
It is so good to cry
It is what makes us human
If you can
Talk to someone
You’ll feel so much much better
Even when you feel like you just want to give up
You can get through
There will always be negatives
There will always be positives
Focus on who you love
Give everything
You are beautiful
You are special
You can do this
I fall in love
Again and again
Not knowing what
I’m really feeling
A million love stories
In my head
Toying with me
When I’m in bed
Feeling alone
Feels so bland
Something meaningful
Sand through my hand
I don’t know what I want
I don’t dare try
All I did today
Was cry and cry
I’m not good alone
Just angry and bitter
My heart barely exists
Beat just a flitter
How can I move on?
When I root myself to the past
Do I even want to?
Scared it won’t last?
I can’t even make
That first courageous step
Scared of rejection
I would be left in a mess
So what should I do now?
Try to get some sleep
Figure it out tomorrow
For now I can only weep
I want to go the beach
I want to find my friend
I want to take my clothes off
And go around the bend
I want to love my partner
To sensually intwine
I want to give them everything
Everything that’s mine
I want to feel them on me
To feel myself inside
I want to feel the waves beat
As our skins collide
I want to see the water
Thrash against our skin
I want to push my hands in
And tickle away the sin
I want to feel lost
Till I can never be found
I want you inside me
Like I never knew how
I want to release so hard
Like I never have before
I want it to last forever
And to go on forever more
Will you be with me
When the sun goes down
Now we are wearing each other
As we finally drown
I love to watch from afar
Your every move, superstar
To see you dance and see you play
To hear you talk in every way
A goddess so charismatic I rest in awe
Being around you never a chore
Getting closer now, I can almost touch
This love for you is turning to lust
I can smell your scent driving me wild
Instinct eating me, pure and vile
As my claws come out I pounce upon
I never miss, this won’t take long
As I open my mouth and feast on your neck
I take from you your final breath
Why this feeling?
I’m doing better now
But I feel so drained
Just wondering how
To get through
To carry on
When I feel like this
The same old song
I try and try
But I feel so lost
Just when I thought
I was becoming my boss
I relapse again
The blackness is back
For how long this time
This constant attack
Ever noticed how addicted we are
Glued to phones trying to be stars
We want and want with all we have
Selling our souls, such a drag
Like me, follow, I’ll follow you
DMS like counts, waiting in a queue
Until it eats us or we don’t care anymore
And we stop being social medias whore
Why are we trained to look for love?
In all around us, never enough
We search and search till we can’t no more
Finding someone and feeling sure
Then it all subsides and we let ourselves go
Until we have dug ourselves the biggest hole
Buried in debt anxiety and stress
Look for a way out from the mess
Starting from zero many years older
Much more anxiety upon the shoulders
Do we need someone? Maybe it would be nice?
Even more undecided how to get through life
It’s nice to see the orange and the blue
To wake me up and push on through
To start with the freshness of the day
To respire and blow the dust away
I need this feeling to make me feel better
A funny little thing, just a bit of good weather
Taking deep breaths all the way in
Come on life, I’m gonna win
Forgive yourself
It’s not your fault
It doesn’t matter
What is broke
You have to build
To start again
To heal yourself
To find a friend
Talk to someone
Keep them close
You need that now
Probably the most
It will get better
A day at a time
Love yourself
And you’ll be fine