Everyone is welcome
Numb that pain
Numb this shame
Never wanted
To lose the way
The light went out
Can’t hear the shouts
Eyes unopen
Wander astray
Chasm deep
To final sleep
Can finally rest
Escape the test
No will to go on
Same old song
Eerily deep
Enveloping sleep
Fade away
No more play
Whisper now
Final bow
I am the driver
I can brake, accelerate and choose my destination
I am in control
This time of year is hard
For every single person that is alone
You can do it
Keep going
Power through the tears
Let them out
Don’t be ashamed
It is so good to cry
It is what makes us human
If you can
Talk to someone
You’ll feel so much much better
Even when you feel like you just want to give up
You can get through
There will always be negatives
There will always be positives
Focus on who you love
Give everything
You are beautiful
You are special
You can do this
I fall in love
Again and again
Not knowing what
I’m really feeling
A million love stories
In my head
Toying with me
When I’m in bed
Feeling alone
Feels so bland
Something meaningful
Sand through my hand
I don’t know what I want
I don’t dare try
All I did today
Was cry and cry
I’m not good alone
Just angry and bitter
My heart barely exists
Beat just a flitter
How can I move on?
When I root myself to the past
Do I even want to?
Scared it won’t last?
I can’t even make
That first courageous step
Scared of rejection
I would be left in a mess
So what should I do now?
Try to get some sleep
Figure it out tomorrow
For now I can only weep
Why this feeling?
I’m doing better now
But I feel so drained
Just wondering how
To get through
To carry on
When I feel like this
The same old song
I try and try
But I feel so lost
Just when I thought
I was becoming my boss
I relapse again
The blackness is back
For how long this time
This constant attack
Ever noticed how addicted we are
Glued to phones trying to be stars
We want and want with all we have
Selling our souls, such a drag
Like me, follow, I’ll follow you
DMS like counts, waiting in a queue
Until it eats us or we don’t care anymore
And we stop being social medias whore
Why are we trained to look for love?
In all around us, never enough
We search and search till we can’t no more
Finding someone and feeling sure
Then it all subsides and we let ourselves go
Until we have dug ourselves the biggest hole
Buried in debt anxiety and stress
Look for a way out from the mess
Starting from zero many years older
Much more anxiety upon the shoulders
Do we need someone? Maybe it would be nice?
Even more undecided how to get through life
Forgive yourself
It’s not your fault
It doesn’t matter
What is broke
You have to build
To start again
To heal yourself
To find a friend
Talk to someone
Keep them close
You need that now
Probably the most
It will get better
A day at a time
Love yourself
And you’ll be fine
Some days are just so hard
I have anxiety issues now
I never knew what anxiety was before
One little thing wrong and my day spirals
I have to take a pill straight away
It’s debilitating being in this frame of mind
And for me it’s mild
The breakup, when the kids aren’t there
That’s the hardest
When you start having really bad thoughts
Think my problem at the moment is thinking how much of a failure I am
Work, home, work, home
For what?
For what
I’m looking to be happy again
One day at a time
It’s been hard recently
Even finding words to rhyme
Just existing is hard to do
Sometimes wanting something new
But all is hard and effort is taxing
I’m afraid my limit is already at maximum
For all that have fallen and passed through my hands
Unfortunately I have never been a strong enough man
Even one step in front of me seems blocked everyday
I have to break myself to pass and find a way
But every time I break I have to put myself back together
This healing is so long, I fear it could last forever
What do I use to build myself back up?
Every time I glue I always come unstuck
I don’t trust anymore to accept someone’s help
Am I really destined to be by myself ?
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