Everyone is welcome
Numb that pain
Numb this shame
Never wanted
To lose the way
The light went out
Can’t hear the shouts
Eyes unopen
Wander astray
Chasm deep
To final sleep
Can finally rest
Escape the test
No will to go on
Same old song
Eerily deep
Enveloping sleep
Fade away
No more play
Whisper now
Final bow
I can’t be with you today
But I think about you all the time
I wish I could be with you
Recite words that rhyme
.
To look into your eyes
Lose myself within
Feel so warm inside
As you let me in
.
To whisper in your ear
Words that make you melt
I will give you all my love
Love you never felt
.
I just want to protect you
Hold you in my arms
To smell your golden hair
Forever in your charm
.
When I finally have you
I will never let you go
When you have perfect love
That is all you should know
Why is he better?
Better than me?
What has he got?
That makes you happy?
I can’t understand
Is it his youth?
Am I just getting
Too old I’m the tooth
Am I just ugly
So unappealing and plain
Do my jokes
Drive you insane?
We smile so much
But we never touch
Him smiling at you
Just boils my blood
But you’re not mine
I keep telling myself
As I put myself
Back on the shelf
To gather more dust
Onlookers fade away
I’m less attractive now
Less fun to play
Who likes damaged books?
Hard to always repair
Much better a new one
Much less despair
.
I know it’s not love
But I loved you
I loved you unconditionally
I loved every single thing about you
.
I loved your eyes
I loved your smile
I loved your spirit
I loved your soul
.
You had my heart the first moment our gazes met
You had my smile every morning we crossed paths
You had my spirit just being in your presence
You had my soul the first moment we talked
.
Now I wipe tears from my eyes
Now I love you but I don’t
Now I just want to sleep
Now I don’t want to be here anymore
.
I am the driver
I can brake, accelerate and choose my destination
I am in control
I fall in love
Again and again
Not knowing what
I’m really feeling
A million love stories
In my head
Toying with me
When I’m in bed
Feeling alone
Feels so bland
Something meaningful
Sand through my hand
I don’t know what I want
I don’t dare try
All I did today
Was cry and cry
I’m not good alone
Just angry and bitter
My heart barely exists
Beat just a flitter
How can I move on?
When I root myself to the past
Do I even want to?
Scared it won’t last?
I can’t even make
That first courageous step
Scared of rejection
I would be left in a mess
So what should I do now?
Try to get some sleep
Figure it out tomorrow
For now I can only weep
I want to go the beach
I want to find my friend
I want to take my clothes off
And go around the bend
I want to love my partner
To sensually intwine
I want to give them everything
Everything that’s mine
I want to feel them on me
To feel myself inside
I want to feel the waves beat
As our skins collide
I want to see the water
Thrash against our skin
I want to push my hands in
And tickle away the sin
I want to feel lost
Till I can never be found
I want you inside me
Like I never knew how
I want to release so hard
Like I never have before
I want it to last forever
And to go on forever more
Will you be with me
When the sun goes down
Now we are wearing each other
As we finally drown
I love to watch from afar
Your every move, superstar
To see you dance and see you play
To hear you talk in every way
A goddess so charismatic I rest in awe
Being around you never a chore
Getting closer now, I can almost touch
This love for you is turning to lust
I can smell your scent driving me wild
Instinct eating me, pure and vile
As my claws come out I pounce upon
I never miss, this won’t take long
As I open my mouth and feast on your neck
I take from you your final breath
Why this feeling?
I’m doing better now
But I feel so drained
Just wondering how
To get through
To carry on
When I feel like this
The same old song
I try and try
But I feel so lost
Just when I thought
I was becoming my boss
I relapse again
The blackness is back
For how long this time
This constant attack
Ever noticed how addicted we are
Glued to phones trying to be stars
We want and want with all we have
Selling our souls, such a drag
Like me, follow, I’ll follow you
DMS like counts, waiting in a queue
Until it eats us or we don’t care anymore
And we stop being social medias whore
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