In my life
Out my life
We fuck when you want
Then you leave
Connection, ecstasy, contentment
Distanced, depression, emptiness
You want this
I want that
You win
I lose
Tag: love
Just because
Just because you can
Doesn’t mean you should
What do you think ?
Oh the irony
It just makes me laugh
I never was your first choice
Just not on your path
After months together
Finally ready to trust
I gave you the three words
In my book a must
We were happy again
I was in bliss
Good just being with you
Every little kiss
Until the day you left me
Distance so ever sure
You wasn’t replying
The story evermore
It hurt so much
But it wasn’t new
My head cried for my heart
Not knowing what to do
After a year we stayed friends
We still met
Nothing happened
Certainly wouldn’t bet
Until one night
We went out and had a ball
Fuck it was crazy
It had it all
Alcohol, dancing, clubs at 40+
Then it was sure
A kiss and cuddle
I was gonna score
So we went to yours
Drunken mess sex
Just enjoying ourselves
It wasn’t my best
It was one off
I was gone the next day
A silly mistake
It was nice to play
A few days later
Lighting my phone
You wanted more
To come to my home
So one more time
It happened again
A nice escape
With a good friend
You checked with me
That i was good
You said “just sex”
And I said “yes”
No news for two months
Until I text
Come to catch up
Hoping for sex
So this time we meet
It was all good
But she wants more
Not just some wood
To be a couple
But not really
“I don’t know for how long”
“What do you think ?”
Strongest pain is just numb
Anger builds
Pulse racing
Rejected again
Hurt within
Self doubt
Self hate
Noose tightening
Bitter tasting
Breath fading
Slowly wading
Questions pounding
Why why why
It never changes
Never fucking ever
Silence crushing
Company cutting
Glass piercing
Vein splitting
Crimson flowing
Bowl filling
Blood swimming
Obscene spewing
Nothing suprises me anymore
Strongest pain is just numb
A relationship misunderstood
We met, the first time
Me a beer, you a wine
Date went well, decided to leave
In front of the bar, tongues would not leave
Romance was our passion, so much it overflowed
So intertwined the first dates, not wanting to ever go
Weeks passed, our passion, pure desire
Questions raised, dousing our fire
Could we ever be together? let’s see how it goes
See what the future holds, I think we all know
Never really knowing each other, at least how we should
Just how it ending, our relationship misunderstood
Secret
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Can you keep a secret?
Any secret will do
What is your secret
Is it about you?
I see it now, observing you
I can see in your eyes
You did that, my god
You keep it well disguised
I am not here to judge
I will not judge at all
I will not tell another soul
Trust me and stand tall
Does it ever eat away?
Eat away inside
Do you ever tell yourself
That you cannot tell a lie?
I am sure you had a reason
A reason for it
If you ever need to talk
Even just a bit
I am here to listen
Listen to you
Tell me your secret
I’ll keep your secret too
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Taken from Rhyming poetry to change your day by Philip Lister
Rhyming poetry to change your day
Fate, or is it?
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What do you think about fate?
What does it say to you?
Is it what’s meant to happen?
What life puts you through?
I ask myself the question
Then I say I’m gonna change it
Then I ask myself again
Has it changed or was it this?
I’m not happy in life
Was it meant to be?
It’s me who decides.
Am I sure? Am I free?
We are never really free in life
Choices to be made all the time
We are all just obedient cogs
Decided that we will tow the line
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Taken from Rhyming poetry to change your day by Philip Lister
Rhyming poetry to change your day
Always one
Why is there always one ?
One who you cannot stand
Who gets underneath your skin
Eats away at you from within
You cannot lash out, it’s not correct!
Be the adult, it’s him the pest.
Resist resist, don’t bite you fool.
Be the bigger man, it’s all cool.
His arrogance and ego will get him.
He’ll do it all by himself.
But why is there always one?
Easy life never was any fun
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Taken from Rhyming poetry to change your day by Philip Lister
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Forget me
I’ve thought about you
For as long as I can think
I cherish the most
How much we speak
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All the little comments
Sparking my delight
Makes me want you even more
Not just to pass the night
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You planted the seed
A long time ago
You nurtured the seedling
As you watched it grow
.
You would water it
As you would see fit
Not really protecting it
Just a little bit
.
When confessing my feelings
Hoping there was a chance
You would pull away
Not even a glance
.
That plant you had nurtured
Was being left to die
With words uttered forget me
It was all just a lie
Without you there is no me
You said you would be here
Down by the water
As the sun rose
And we would be in each others arms
.
But you’re not here
As you promised
What’s going on?
Why did you lie?
.
I sit by the water
As if my tears had filled the lake
And all I can think
Is why did I make this mistake?
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I trusted you
That you would be mine
I gave myself
I was your shrine
.
I left everything
And now I am here alone
I don’t even have a place
To call my home
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Where are you?
Please find me
I can’t be by myself
Without you there is no me
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