If I can’t have you

Then I don’t want anyone

I’m done wasting time

The end before we begun

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I can wait for however long

I don’t need a date

You had stolen my heart already

I’m hoping this is fate

I know it’s you

Your eyes tell me all

I can feel your pain

I wish to be there

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You would be the one

To make me whole again

To help me trust

To be my friend

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In you I confide

My every thought

You are all I have

You are all I want

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You are so far away

But oh so close

I can practically touch you

I want that the most

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My daydreams are of you

Light guiding my day

Oh how you make me smile

Keep the negatives away

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I dream of holding you

One day you being mine

Hope to hold on to

Maybe reality in time

Beautiful angel that I cannot have

Your presence makes me feel whole

Your absence penetrates my soul

Emptiness when you are not around

If I had known one day you would go

I would have shown my love as our last day on earth

I would never want it to end

I would prefer to stay in that moment and feel love one last time

In all it’s beauty

Every warm embrace as a yin and yan

I feel so safe in your arms

I cherish your protection

Aura that every word I could fathom could never be enough

I can’t even describe my feelings for you

You are free as the wind

I love how the wind feels to touch

Coursing against my fingertips

You cannot hold the wind

Nor would I want to hold such a natural beauty

But I would love to gaze upon it

Every time you shall pass I will offer my hands

I will close my eyes

And rest in the moment

Because it’s all that matters

It was so nice to see you

Not knowing what is next

Not even worrying

What is for the best

I don’t have to think that far

It’s further than tomorrow

You are closer to my heart

Maybe our time is borrowed

Just brushing up against you

To feel that you exist

I know you’re really there

Things are not amiss

To feel you in my arms

Hold you close again

To cherish loving thoughts

To feel my head spin

For every time I get to see you

I will treat it as if it’s the last

Here is hoping for the future

And not thinking about the past

What would I say to my younger self

To avoid the mistakes and obtain wealth

Look after money don’t get into debt

Don’t have a girlfriend or a pet

Everything costs, even breathing too

Oxygen is expensive, you have no clue

Stay in every night, keep to yourself

Don’t drink or take drugs, think of your health

Having friends, just don’t bother

Having kids, pull the other

Eventually you’ll get here, I have faith in you

Don’t fucking listen to me, enjoy life, be you!