If I can’t have you
Then I don’t want anyone
I’m done wasting time
The end before we begun
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I can wait for however long
I don’t need a date
You had stolen my heart already
I’m hoping this is fate
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I dream of holding you
I know it’s you
Your eyes tell me all
I can feel your pain
I wish to be there
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You would be the one
To make me whole again
To help me trust
To be my friend
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In you I confide
My every thought
You are all I have
You are all I want
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You are so far away
But oh so close
I can practically touch you
I want that the most
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My daydreams are of you
Light guiding my day
Oh how you make me smile
Keep the negatives away
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I dream of holding you
One day you being mine
Hope to hold on to
Maybe reality in time
You were
Our time
Our moments
Our laughs
Our fights
We never judged
We ate so much
We were unruly
We lived
You were my best friend
You were my voice of reason
You were the one that really mattered
You were
What is it like ?
It’s been a while
Lost in the clouds
Alone with just my thoughts
To keep me company
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Solitude caresses my back
But refuses to listen
It’s always been one sided
But I’m noticing it now
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My deepest darkest secrets
For my mind only
No one else really cares
Why should they?
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I only have myself to upset now
What is it like?
The only one person that mattered
Gone without saying goodbye
My wind angel
Beautiful angel that I cannot have
Your presence makes me feel whole
Your absence penetrates my soul
Emptiness when you are not around
If I had known one day you would go
I would have shown my love as our last day on earth
I would never want it to end
I would prefer to stay in that moment and feel love one last time
In all it’s beauty
Every warm embrace as a yin and yan
I feel so safe in your arms
I cherish your protection
Aura that every word I could fathom could never be enough
I can’t even describe my feelings for you
You are free as the wind
I love how the wind feels to touch
Coursing against my fingertips
You cannot hold the wind
Nor would I want to hold such a natural beauty
But I would love to gaze upon it
Every time you shall pass I will offer my hands
I will close my eyes
And rest in the moment
Because it’s all that matters
That first beautiful kiss
To love someone you can’t have
To know they want you back
To have to practice patience
To keep your world on track
To battle the feeling
Of always being alone
To long to share the pillows
Wishing to have them home
Wondering what it would be like
To slowly caress their cheek
To see their first reaction
Without any need to speak
Forever gazing in their eyes
Fantasizing over their lips
Waiting for the time to cherish
That first beautiful kiss
One day you’ll be mine
I love this feeling
Wondering all over again
Could it be
Are you not just a friend?
I would never have thought
In a million years
I’d interest you
That you could ever be near
Nearly every thought
Is a dream of you
I laugh to myself
As I don’t know what to do
I am being patient
And giving you time
I’m wishing to the stars
One day you’ll be mine
Your time to shine
Why does it concern you, what I do, who I see?
Why does it bother you, me saying I’m happy?
I don’t owe you anything, you use me when you want
We used to be friends, till I realised it was just a front
It was my fault before, our first ever mistake
You ignored me for months, you had such hate
Then out of the blue you’re back, as you would do so many times
Wish I knew this before, this was your time to shine
Just being another
Am I am poet?
Do I wish to be heard?
Do I want to have a voice?
To sing like a bird
I just want to talk
To be related to
To read something in my words
To have a meaning true
Not just someone uttering nothings
Instantly forgot
Straight away to be burie
Just to matter not
To cry myself to sleep
With my thoughts incurring
Never left alone
My brain is always whirring
I know I tell it true
Alone like so many others
It’s really not a problem
Just being another
It’s a choice that is mine
As I write again about the rain
I like how it makes me feel again
The coldness on my skin as it trickles down
It traces my face and across my frown
As I raise my hand to catch the drops
To gaze at the clouds and trace the plots
Darkness all around ever so near
No need to be frightened, no need for fear
The storm will pass, it always does
It never lasts long enough
I shudder now in my sodden state
It never was a mistake
I’ll do it again every time
It’s a choice that is mine
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