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Letting you go

Why did you say it?

You rocked my world

I melted at that moment

You were my girl

I wasn’t sure before

But you made my feelings true

I knew at that moment

I had fell for you

And then the silence

I didn’t exist

It was as if

We had never kissed

It hurts so much

Letting you go

How did I lose you?

I guess I’ll never know

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Why do you poison yourself?

Why do you poison yourself?

I can’t even help

I just have to watch

You killing your health

I’m the best friend sometimes

I love you dude

Sometimes you don’t eat

You just forget food

And now I get

You’re no better than them

It makes me realise

You’re not really a friend

You use me when you want

To make yourself feel good

To numb whatever suffering

In any way you could

But yesterday really hurt

I thought long and hard

I doubt you’ll even remember

Your invisible scars

For every time

You put yourself first

Ahead of others

You are the worst

You don’t even realise

It’s never you

Totally oblivious

You have no clue

Smartest person

With a degree

Earn what you like

Never happy

I was proud of myself

For saying no

Even though we argued

And you had to go

Who are you?

To criticise me

My life choices

Are valid to me

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Here is hoping for the future

It was so nice to see you

Not knowing what is next

Not even worrying

What is for the best

I don’t have to think that far

It’s further than tomorrow

You are closer to my heart

Maybe our time is borrowed

Just brushing up against you

To feel that you exist

I know you’re really there

Things are not amiss

To feel you in my arms

Hold you close again

To cherish loving thoughts

To feel my head spin

For every time I get to see you

I will treat it as if it’s the last

Here is hoping for the future

And not thinking about the past

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Enjoy life, be you!

What would I say to my younger self

To avoid the mistakes and obtain wealth

Look after money don’t get into debt

Don’t have a girlfriend or a pet

Everything costs, even breathing too

Oxygen is expensive, you have no clue

Stay in every night, keep to yourself

Don’t drink or take drugs, think of your health

Having friends, just don’t bother

Having kids, pull the other

Eventually you’ll get here, I have faith in you

Don’t fucking listen to me, enjoy life, be you!

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I don’t care about the how

I didn’t know how I would feel

Seeing you again

You were always someone I could talk to

A dear friend

I could tell you anything

Confide in you

I could hold you close to me

Love you

We had an abrupt end

I never really understood

The silence smothering

Didn’t feel all too good

But when I saw you again

I lost myself in your eyes

I could see once again your love

You had me hypnotized

It felt just like before

Chatting, holding hands

I missed so much your touch

I just can’t understand

I know how much I wanted to kiss you

It was overpowering

Didn’t know if it was right

Or if it was a sin

I waited for you to make the first move

I could tell you wanted it too

Our lips approached as if the first time

Electric rushing through

Maybe it cannot be for you

Maybe just not for now

I felt just for once whole again

I don’t care about the how

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Thank you

Presented with what we don’t want

Makes us think about what we had

Impossible to go back to

Except in our mind

I miss so much how you made me feel

I am so grateful

To have felt loved again

If only temporary

Thank you

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Get on with your life

It’s funny looking at ourselves

Wondering why we are so lost

Why does it matter?

Who does it hurt?

That purpose we need

Why?

I like looking at other people

Going about their lives

Do they question the same things

I doubt it

My mind so concerned with others thoughts of me

They couldn’t give a flying dragons fuck

Get on with your life

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Live life for you

Yeah so I did wrong

So what

I’m not perfect

Lost the plot

I have good days

Occasionally

Not always bad

Doesn’t always have to be

What’s a negative?

It’s whatever we think

Don’t go crazy

Push yourself to the brink

We’re not young forever

So fucking what

Live your life for you

That’s all we’ve got