Through the storm I am here
Always at your side
But if you don’t look after me
I surely will subside
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Taken from my latest poetry book
Tag: poetry
How can we be together?
I will wait for you
But not for forever
If you doubt in us
How can we be together?
I never got to ask you
I never got to ask you
And now I never will
So many thoughts in my mind
Alone is how I feel
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I cannot hit stop
My mind will not allow
If only you could hear me
My voice, somehow
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What happens to our love
When we drift apart?
Where does it go
When we have to restart?
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How much do we have to hurt
Before the pain subsides?
Does it hurt for them as well
How it hurts me inside?
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Will it just pass away
Along with the time?
Will it just stay with me
One day to feel fine?
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As lying to ourselves
To suppress the obvious truth
Seems easier to us
Than seeing the actual proof
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And which of us is unbroken
Tattered in shadowed thoughts?
Now feeling enormous regret
Wishing that they had fought
Fill my void
Do I deserve someone to fill my void?
Forever looking but feel destroyed
Tarnished by myself, my self-belief
That longing too much, just no relief
I am not a catch, I’m ugly and fat
No one could want me, it’s a fact
Dated for years to find just one
That perfect person, special someone
I don’t want a fling, nothing less
I’m not interested in emptyness
My bed is empty as I long so much
To feel close to someone, just to touch
To whisper sweet nothings all through the day
I don’t think it’s for me I am afraid
To feel loved and wanted, all that I ask
Maybe I am dreaming? I’m having a laugh?
Please one day, let me meet my match?
I’m sure they’ll be great, a real catch
Someone
To think about someone
To be thought about too
To talk to someone
Who listens too
To fight with someone
Who gets upset too
To care about someone
Who cares for you too
Ella’s first day at school (New Book)
As Ella woke up
In her lovely bedroom
She sat herself up
And felt the gloom
She was sad this day
The first day at school
Worrying to herself
“What should I do ?”
She dressed herself
In her favourite dress
She combed her hair
From its blonde mess
Down the stairs for breakfast
With mum and dad
Yawning loud
And feeling sad
“What’s wrong Ella?”
“Why are you sad?”
Looking concerned
Spoke softly her dad
“I don’t want to go”
“It scares me so much”
“I won’t know anyone”
“I’m so fed up”
“Ella my sweet”
“You’ll be ok”
“I’ll come with you”
“At the start of your day”
In the car
Driving along
Mum changes the radio
To Ella’s favourite song
Singing together
At the top of their lungs
Making it better
Having such fun
Arriving at class
The very first time
Seeing the teacher
As the bell starts to chime
“What’s your name?”
“Its Ella miss”
She looked at her mum
And gave her a kiss
She held her hand
Still a little scared
Not letting go
Still so aware
She looked around the class
Seeing everyone play
It seemed quite cool
What would she do today?
“It’s ok mum”
“I’ll be ok”
“I love you so much”
“Have a great day”
Ella’s first day at school
Hello everyone,
I am happy to announce my new children’s book “Ella’s first day at school” a nice little story in verse about overcoming anxiousness as a child.
Thanks to my daughter I decided to write this for her and can’t wait to have the book in my hands to read it with her.
Hope you enjoy it.
Phil
Loneliness
This loneliness I feel
Wishing to be loved
By someone
By myself.
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My heart permanently throbbing
I’ve always hated silence
Reminding me of my prescence.
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That clock ticking
Every tick a second lost
As if my time priceless.
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So happy you’re back
I’m so happy that you’re back
Your absence was long
I was like a shoe
With the laces undone
Walking around
Waiting to be re-tied
Back to normal
Change despised
Now in my arms
I need it more than you
My insecurities laid bare
I need a hug from you
I feel so much better
Knowing that you’re there
Oh how I missed you
With your golden blonde hair
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Taken from my latest book searching for you
I’m leaving
Was I missed my dear when I walked out the door
What did you do my dear to be curled up on the floor
I just came back because I forgot my coat
Not for you you stupid bloke
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Taken from my latest book searching for you
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