depression · Life

If it makes you happy

If it makes you happy

But you just wanna cry

You don’t understand it

And you keep asking why

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Don’t stop fighting

You can get through this

You are strong now

Come on, one last wish

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Childhood · depression · Life

This is my life

I am cold

Nights on the street

Found somewhere to hide

Got nothing to eat

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Don’t want to see anyone

Don’t want to be found

Sick of life at home

Felt so bound

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My tummy rumbling

No money left

Got to eat something

Then I can rest

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I leave my armchair

In a stone outhouse

To forage for food

Just like a mouse

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To the corner shop

To browse the shelves

Beans and spaghetti

I help myself

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Under my coat

I dart for the door

They try to stop me

I push them to the floor

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I run back home

Shaken and scared

15 years old

My life laid bare

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I open the can

With a rock and a knife

I eat my dinner

This is my life

.

Searching for you is a collection of poetry about love, heartbreak and happiness. A raw journey looking at our search in life to find ourselves and that special someone.

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family · fantasy · happy · Life · love

My daughter’s dream

My little girl

4 years is she

Wants to be an astronaught

Would make her happy

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I thought to say no

But what do I know?

One day it’s possible

How can we know?

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Maybe for now

It is just a dream

I will not take it away

Pull at its seams

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Such beautiful innocence

I wait for the next

My daughter’s dreams

They are the best

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Searching for you is a collection of poetry about love, heartbreak and happiness. A raw journey looking at our search in life to find ourselves and that special someone.

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family · fantasy · Life

Bloody cat

That bloody cat

Annoys me so much

Can’t catch it

Or even touch

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It darts about

Toppling all

Even that

Little stool

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Why so scatty?

You might ask?

I don’t know

I can’t ask

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Meow meow meow

He doesn’t reply

Just looks at me

Thinks I’m high

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Searching for you is a collection of poetry about love, heartbreak and happiness. A raw journey looking at our search in life to find ourselves and that special someone.

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fantasy · Life

Pitter patter

Pitter patter rain drops

Cold on my skin

Seeping through

To the heart within

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So fresh, icy shock

Waking me up

I want more

Can never have enough

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Why am I here?

I don’t understand

What force

Could I not withstand?

.

No longer scared

Of this life before

Now to work

I will settle the score

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Searching for you is a collection of poetry about love, heartbreak and happiness. A raw journey looking at our search in life to find ourselves and that special someone.

depression · family · Life

Today I feel better

Today I feel better than yesterday

It is less heavy and I can make my way

One day at a time look after yourself

Think carefully about your mental health

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Searching for you is a collection of poetry about love, heartbreak and happiness. A raw journey looking at our search in life to find ourselves and that special someone.

Flowers · Life · love

Bloom for me

I love watching you

Anticipating the sunshine

As it creeps up its head

The horizon an orange blur

I feel the warmth on my face

My morning dose of pleasure

The shade shadows vacate

And the light powers through

And I wait

Waiting to see your beauty

All your colours

Your vibrancy

As if magic to my eyes

And ecstacy to my soul

For I needed to see you

Today

Feed on the suns rays

Bloom in all magnificence

Call the bees

With your melodic inticing nectar

I am as the bees

Subdued by your odour

Hypnotised by your posture

I allow myself to smell you

To inspire you

My drug

My love

fantasy · Life

When you abandoned me

Oi, careful!

What you doing mate?

Why am I here?

This is a big mistake!

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I am on a mountain

Of others like me

We used to make them

So happy

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What happened?

Why am I here?

You used to touch me

While drinking a beer

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I miss you

I don’t know what I did wrong

I used to play

All your favourite songs

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Now I’m a bit slower

It’s been two years

Now it’s come true

My biggest fear

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No goodbye

Not even that

Just your frustration

Slaps and smacks

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I’m sorry I couldn’t give you

What you wanted forever

I would never of left you

Abandoned you never

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Now I’m about to die

To be taken apart

When you abandoned me

You broke my heart

fantasy · Life · love

I won’t let go

Proceed with caution

Read the sign

A long way down

A steep decline

Surely if

We were to fall

To our deaths

That wouldn’t be cool

Hold my hand

We will make it there

Stay close to me

Don’t be scared

We start to cross

That rickety bridge

Starting to shake

Over the abyss

Stay with me

Don’t look down

We will make it

We will not drown

Moving faster

To get away

To reach safety

Keep fear at bay

Almost there

At the end

Nearly made it

Energy spent

Then we hear

The horrible sound

The chords break

From their bound

Gravity pulling

As the bridge falls

I hold you tight

Trying to stall

I won’t let go

Never would I dare

I look in your eyes

That fearful stare

I pull you to the top

On to me

We breathe together

And feel the breeze

Safe at last

To continue on

Forever searching

To us we belong