Everyone is welcome
I see you
You see me
Do you think
We are meant to be?
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Time has passed
It’s been a while
Every message
Makes me smile
.
We can’t confirm
We never will
We seem more seeking
Of the thrill
.
Absence glues
More than known
I never knew
Feelings shown
.
I saw it once
In your eyes
Your telling glance
Sure I spied
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I hold it close
To my heart
Cherished moment
Cannot be bought
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Keeping simple
We can hide
What we desired
Maybe hearts lied?
Treat yourself
Love yourself
Think of you !
Why do you work so hard ?
You deserve satisfaction
Some days are just so hard
I have anxiety issues now
I never knew what anxiety was before
One little thing wrong and my day spirals
I have to take a pill straight away
It’s debilitating being in this frame of mind
And for me it’s mild
The breakup, when the kids aren’t there
That’s the hardest
When you start having really bad thoughts
Think my problem at the moment is thinking how much of a failure I am
Work, home, work, home
For what?
For what
I’m really struggling at the moment.
I don’t know how to think, how to feel or how to be.
It has been a very long time coming and I don’t know what I really expected.
My determination is probably the only thing that is going to get me through this.
Even though I feel battered every which way from Saturday.
My sleep patterns are up the wall, I don’t care. I’m irritable, irrational.
My problem solving competences are terrible. I have a constant headache, often stomach aches and dizzy.
I look like shit
How do you get through it? What is the key?
I have never felt so alone
When surrounded by many
I have never felt so imprisoned
Even though I am free to go
I have never felt so hopeless
Even when I can choose
I have never felt so lost
Even though I know the way
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My tears I cannot cry
My thoughts I cannot lie
My angst I cannot suppress
Even though I try
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Trapped doing the same each day
The same old daily grind
Gaping hole inside of me
The bottom you won’t find.
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I have never felt like escaping
As much as I do now
To end it all as a coward
The only way I know how
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