I have never felt so alone
When surrounded by many
I have never felt so imprisoned
Even though I am free to go
I have never felt so hopeless
Even when I can choose
I have never felt so lost
Even though I know the way
.
My tears I cannot cry
My thoughts I cannot lie
My angst I cannot suppress
Even though I try
.
Trapped doing the same each day
The same old daily grind
Gaping hole inside of me
The bottom you won’t find.
.
I have never felt like escaping
As much as I do now
To end it all as a coward
The only way I know how