1. Searching for you

Beautiful sun

It was not cold this morn

Dew was on the grass

The breeze almost still

As if waiting for nature to whisper

To make my hairs stand up

Watching the horizon

As I have a million times

Awaiting its glow

Until finally

It peeps its head

Mesmerising yellow

I longed for your warmth

My naked skin breathing you

Your incredible brilliance

Fill my every nook

I am yours

To take me again and again

I will always wait for you

Fidel to the end

Beautiful sun

1. Searching for you

Will I send the letter?

My words on paper, my heart my soul

I give you my heart, torn out whole

Every word written, with all my love

Each one spaced even, just enough

The care I take, to present fine art

Hoping it’s enough, to win your heart

If I had the courage to send this letter

Fear of rejection, gets the better

Will I dare to send it? your surprise

Read my wishes, only for your eyes

New work

Beep beep

Beep beep

Where am I?

Is this hell?

Beep beep

What is this?

This shell?

Beep beep

What’s going on?

Why can’t I speak?

Beep beep

Let me out of here

Why am I so weak?

Beep beep

Why can I hear voices?

But I can’t open my eyes?

Beep beep

Why am I trapped here?

Why do I hear goodbye?

Beep beep

I can hear crying

Faintly, as if in space

Beep beep

What is this torture?

What is this place?

Beep beep

Why can I not hear them?

Where did they go?

……….

1. Searching for you

Magical stardust, I’m in love with you

The stars are beautiful tonight

I’m hoping to always see this light

So beautiful, glistening in the sky

I gaze on watching, as I lie

Wishing that it would never end

That the darkness would never descend

A perfect view, panoramic all around

All is quiet, not even a sound

This beautiful moment, cherished in the dark

Forever in my mind, a permanent mark

I will never forget this amazing view

Magical stardust, I’m in love with you

New work

Fuck the haters

Fuck the haters

You toxic waste of space

Why the hell are you here?

In my sacred place

.

Did you need to comment

To say I needed help

Are you really concerned?

For my mental health

.

If you got nothing nice to say

Don’t say anything at all

Stop getting your jolly

At making me feel small

.

No one needs your opinion

If you’re using a knife

Your words cut deeply

You could even take a life

.

I hope you realise

The hurt that you caused

When you took your two minutes

And shit on my wall

.

Probably not

You pathetic piece of shit

Stop bullying people

And button your lip

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