I am going to write a story
And you’ll fall in love with me
You will be cradled in my arms
And we will be happy
We cannot know what life brings
Or control each suprise
If I already knew the ending
I would still look into your eyes
Everyone is welcome
I am going to write a story
And you’ll fall in love with me
You will be cradled in my arms
And we will be happy
We cannot know what life brings
Or control each suprise
If I already knew the ending
I would still look into your eyes
The roses wilting
Over the side of the glass
Sensed they had given up
Could not forever last
My sickening feeling
Inside of me
Sadness seeping out
Wanting to be freed
They look so tired
As if it’s the end
Flowers to one side
No way to mend
As I gaze down
Studying the floor
A tear leaves my eye
I can’t do this anymore
Grabbing the stalks
Piercing my hand
Throwing with force
Don’t care where they land
As I collapse to the floor
Feeling sorry for myself
I have given up
I need to find help
Why can I not touch you?
Where did it all go wrong?
Why does nothing happen?
What is this song?
The days go by
The months rack up
Have I become invisible?
What is this love?
If I do not exist
Then why do we do this?
Put a stop to this torment
With a poison kiss
Forever searched love
In all its perfection
Maybe I will find it
In my resurrection
I admire your beauty
As I caress you
Not wanting you to go
So I hold you
As you fidget to be free
I plead with you
But you don’t want me
Do you?
We have been confined
Unable to help
Searching for you
As you have no-one else
Finally I know
You have been taken ill
But your whereabouts unknown
A very bitter pill
I know now
That it will not be too long
I will find answers
And what has been going on
You will know you have someone
That cares about you
Because in this life
We do what we have to do
Your glistening tear
Running down your cheek
Your silent words
You would never speak
I would wonder why
What i had done
To start this reaction
How it begun
To say I’m sorry
To make it stop
To ask forgiveness
To turn back the clock
But now you sob
Your tears overflow
You point to the door
It’s time to go
.
Can you see my smile?
Can you read my eyes?
Am I a book to you?
Will you question why?
Am I happy?
Is it bliss?
Am I ecstatic?
Or really pissed?
Maybe I am crying
Hurting deep inside
So lost in my life
I can only despise
Maybe I just don’t care
Given up on all
Nothing in this life
Keeps me enthralled
Maybe this smile is sincere
You’re reading me too much
Am I content as can be?
Am I in love?
.
It was not cold this morn
Dew was on the grass
The breeze almost still
As if waiting for nature to whisper
To make my hairs stand up
Watching the horizon
As I have a million times
Awaiting its glow
Until finally
It peeps its head
Mesmerising yellow
I longed for your warmth
My naked skin breathing you
Your incredible brilliance
Fill my every nook
I am yours
To take me again and again
I will always wait for you
Fidel to the end
Beautiful sun
My words on paper, my heart my soul
I give you my heart, torn out whole
Every word written, with all my love
Each one spaced even, just enough
The care I take, to present fine art
Hoping it’s enough, to win your heart
If I had the courage to send this letter
Fear of rejection, gets the better
Will I dare to send it? your surprise
Read my wishes, only for your eyes
Light years I have been searching
This dark empty void
Searching for someone to be with me
And not to be destroyed
For all the black holes
The asteroids so fast
My hope forever fading
Willing it to last
I will forever search for you
If that is what it takes
I will never give up on
Finding my soul mate