depression · Life · love

Repercussion

I never thought it would be so hard

To let you go

Out of my life

Thoughts smeared my brain

As I tried to prepare

For the eruption of emotions

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I knew there’d be repercussions

As I closed the door

You’d smash through it

Splintering my face

Begging my acceptance

Your claws pulling me down

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Liberated from your grasp

Power ignites my soul

The first time I am in control

Of my future, my solace

My sanity is my own

Free from you, be gone!

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love

Ambushed

Just living my life

Day to the next

Ignoring tomorrow

Oblivious until

My heart stopped

Ambushed in a moment

Your beauty and aura

Stopped my breath

Time mattered not

Nothing did

You could take my heart

Yours for eternity

That perfect moment

Would never be forgot

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Current affairs · depression

Abduction

Life has changed

Now I am shamed

I’m black and blue

Sore and abused

No one cares

Would never dare

Taken from home

Now unknown

Forgotten me

Lost, maybe

Guess will not know

Which way to go

No way out

No shadow of a doubt

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fantasy

Madness

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I’m freaking out

Why’s it like that

This purple haze

Keeps coming back

Madness unfurled

I laugh I cry

Grating my eyes

Cannot think why

Open my chest

Play with my heart

Stretch like putty

Folie of art

Rip my legs off

Put round my neck

Twist it around

My head falls off

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Current affairs · Life · news

Burn

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I hope you suffer

For what you’ve done

You’ve ruined my life

Before it’s begun

And for what this act?

To mark me for life?

Am I not good enough?

To be someone’s wife?

You’re a coward

You burned my face

You deformed me

Turned my skin to waste

I hope you rot

And you feel guilt inside

I will recover

I will live my life

Current affairs · depression

Misery

In a cage all alone

Cannot move or even roam

Like a dog wandering round

Quiet now, not a sound

Beaten blue, bats and fists

No protection, never missed

So hungry, starving here

Darkness frightening, feeding fear

Why this abuse, what have I done

They’re sniggering, having fun

Just want it to end, set me free

End this pain, this misery.

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