I must love pain
Because I stay with you
and I keep coming back for more
Everyone is welcome
I must love pain
Because I stay with you
and I keep coming back for more
It’s flowing
Pumping out
Wounds so deep
As are my sins
Not good enough
Worthless filth
I long for…
I long…
I…
I never thought it would be so hard
To let you go
Out of my life
Thoughts smeared my brain
As I tried to prepare
For the eruption of emotions
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I knew there’d be repercussions
As I closed the door
You’d smash through it
Splintering my face
Begging my acceptance
Your claws pulling me down
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Liberated from your grasp
Power ignites my soul
The first time I am in control
Of my future, my solace
My sanity is my own
Free from you, be gone!
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Life has changed
Now I am shamed
I’m black and blue
Sore and abused
No one cares
Would never dare
Taken from home
Now unknown
Forgotten me
Lost, maybe
Guess will not know
Which way to go
No way out
No shadow of a doubt
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In a cage all alone
Cannot move or even roam
Like a dog wandering round
Quiet now, not a sound
Beaten blue, bats and fists
No protection, never missed
So hungry, starving here
Darkness frightening, feeding fear
Why this abuse, what have I done
They’re sniggering, having fun
Just want it to end, set me free
End this pain, this misery.
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I can never trust
After what you did
Unforgivable
Your want, now your bid
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It hurts, cut me deep
I bleed and suffer
Deceitful actions
Can’t trust another
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Hope you love again
Not only yourself
It would be a shame
To destroy oneself
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Youths in the street, jostling all together
They laugh, they joke, hoodies any weather.
Phones out watching videos they have made
A boy, the last victim whom they had preyed.
Their last attack, fatal, a poor young boy
A pack, circled, to see blood spilt oh joy.
Grounded surrounded, begging for some help
Calling for mum, he cannot help himself.
His eyes, such fear, knowing he’s gonna die
The last, final gasp, as life leaves his eyes.
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I feel so empty, I cannot describe
It’s a mess, this thing that I call a life.
It’s eating away at me, black inside
Destroying me, controlling as I slide.
Down to the blackest depths, clouds all around
Impossible to see or make a sound.
Coughing out loud, I’ve suffered for so long
Crimson fills my hands, something must be wrong.
Pointless, destitute, feelings that one has
Exhaling smoke, cold reflecting on past.
Friends, what are they? Absent in time of need
Always there for a handout, with their greed.
Unneeded scum, better off that I’m dead
At least I have no shame, hanging my head.
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