Do you ever feel like everything is too much?
Doing anything seems too much
Procrastination is all you do
Pleasure rarely exists
It is much too fleeting
Years waiting for time to just pass by
Sleep patterns so messed up
You either sleep or you think
Brain turns on like a switch
Overactive as always
Calculating every possible decision
Consequence or even stupid thing
You have to watch your phone
Just to zone out
To forget the day passed
To not think of tomorrow
Or whatever is to come
Draining off whatever emotions you have
To gradually fade away
I wish I could

