My emotions are really overcoming now
Trying to be strong
But the shell has been cracked
And water is forcing itself in
I don’t know what will kill me first
The suffocation or the want to leave
The tears won’t stop coming
I can be free but I don’t want to
I could leave but I don’t want to
I could end it but I don’t want to
I could live but I don’t want to
I don’t want to eat
I don’t want to live
I don’t want to work
I don’t want to love
I don’t want to be loved
Overwhelmed is a feeling?
Purgatory is possible when we are alive?
When I die I want to be burnt
I want to be free
Don’t put me in a box
Forcing people to visit me
Let me fly one last time
Let me feel the wind
I love not feeling it’s coldness
It feels good not being cold
I’m tired
I wish I could be helped
This soul is lost
It’s hard to find light
When darkness is all around us
I cut my eyes out
Because I don’t want to see anymore
Please take them
Please
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