I don’t know why I’m here really
The purpose or the point
Just to serve others
In oiling their joints
.
I can see why people have enough
I can see why they let go
Looking upon our lives fuck up
A piss poor horror show
.
Starting from nothing
I will build myself again
I will try to set the foundations
Before fixing the frames
.
I am so tired of falling apart
With everything I try to build
I have to protect myself
In every way with a shield
.
I have hurt myself and others
I admit I am certainly at fault
But I will not live in the past
From now on I will revolt
.
In making the next step
I will take several more
I hope to enjoy myself
Life being less of a chore
.