depression · family · Life · work

A good cry

I’m calling out for help

Friends, family

Begging almost

I don’t know how to get through

I feel it coming

Washing up

Tears trickle down my cheeks

Voice starts to go

End my call

I can understand

Bitter taste

Need to carry on

Then

It floods

Wailing like a child scorned

The only friend I have

That consoles me

The hypocrite

Is man’s best friend

That this bastard cannot keep

I’m just going to give her away

Because she’s too much….

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In my time of need

She is there

I cry

I cry

I cry

Hysterically

Breakdown finally hits

Will I go on?

Have I got a choice?

Things look bad

They always do

Going through bad times?

Have a good cry

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happy · Life

Hear me roar

Naked

Free as can be

I’m proud

Can you not see?

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I am strong 

Tall 

My scream is a roar

When I part my wings

Watch me soar!

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I hunt my prey

Watching with my eagle sight

I pounce

Sudden

No time for fright

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I rip it apart

Through flesh and bone

Crimson spewing

I am at home

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I am the predator

Fear me

Run for your life

If I catch you

Beg for your life

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I know mercy not

Pity

Futile

I am solitary

Profit from exile

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Leave my prey uneaten

What do I care?

I am the king

The world is my lair

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Phil lister 10/01/18

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happy · Life · work

Job Interview

Nervous,

It could all change

Life could become

Ever so strange

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Can’t sleep

Can’t eat

What’s it doing to me?

I’m so stressed out

Is it to be?

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That stress before

The work I put in

All that paperwork

Just to put in the bin

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Research

Prepare 

Do everything I can

Tell myself stay calm

Stick to the plan

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It’s just a job

I know 

It doesn’t change things

That uncertainty before

All the stress it brings

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I won’t tell anyone

Not even my mum

Hearing no

Never been fun

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Self confidence gone

Success ratio down

All these rejects

Make me frown

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Approach it calm

All you can do

Take a deep breath

Have faith in you

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Do I deserve this?

Is it finally a yes

Am I gonna get it?

After this

I’m gonna be a mess

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Fate is gonna come knocking

One day

You will see

When you hear that yes

Your gonna be happy

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Childhood · family · happy · Life · love

10 months

Our little baby girl

In your little baby world

10 months passed so quick

We don’t regret one bit

You allume our day with your smile

Your blue eyes gleaming all the while

Play with your toys make a mess

Say our names our little princess

Make us feel better with a little hug

Show mummy and daddy your baby love

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Childhood · family · happy · Life · love

A little one

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What would we do for them?

With their continuing innocence

Their regard always sweet 

Always have their confidence

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Sometimes shy not for long

Until they’ve assessed it all

That inquisitive behavior constantly

More than us even though they’re small

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Testing all the time 

To try and make us scream

A reaction is all they need

Your cracking at the seams

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Jealousy is interesting 

how they react

Another child comes along

Parents love still intact

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A little cuddle here and there

So soft like it’s a dove

Their insecurities shining through

Cause they need to feel loved

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depression · Life · work

Limbo, ahhhhhh!

I’m in limbo, frustration constantly

Knot in my stomach waiting impatiently

Awaiting the days just to trickle past

Feeling like a novel, feeling, well, alas

Annoyed, biting into my hands

Each meal I eat increasingly bland

Ahhhhhhh I want to scream would it help?

If I punch myself and make myself yelp?

Tell me please I need to know

Why this constant suffering, this woe?

Trying to read, play, sleep even clean

Lol the last time I did, the floor actually gleaned

Motivation zero, what is even the point?

Nothing will make it better, not even a joint

What will I do? What choice do I have?

Just bloody sit here and hope it will not last

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Phil lister 04/01/18

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happy · Life

Think about …

Have you ever took the time to watch

To observe everyone, never that much?

We are all in a trance we do not reflect

People’s actions all aimlessly direct

How did you get to work? Automatic?

I bet you hadn’t even thought about it?

Did you change gears use the brakes?

Check in your mirror look at a lake?

Caught up in the daily grind

So much just going on behind

Pay attention otherwise the days will pass by

You won’t even see them go you will only sigh

Tick tock goes the clock hear it in your ears?

Draining sands dwindling, eating at your fears

Expired, passed it’s best, rotting away

Forget tomorrow, think about today!

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Phil lister 03/01/18

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depression · family · Life

Cry for help

I want to give everything

Take all I have, make it sting

Open me up read me like a book

Analyze me, take a thorough look

Cut me deep to make the crimson flood

Stem the bleeding it’s too much

Dont like what you hear, what you see

I’m just so messed up, sorry I am me!

Smear it all over, smile ear to ear

Chuckle devilishly, taunt and cheer

Having second thoughts, too late now

Such a coward, you don’t know how

Cry like a mess, feel sorry for yourself

What’s the matter, you been left on the shelf?

Take deep breaths can’t be long now

Escape from your hell, take a bow

Sorry call for help cause you call for no one

Of course not, otherwise where would be the fun?

In your twisted little mind fragile as it is

You think about yourself trying to do the biz

Think about the others all around you

What the hell are they going do do?

Do they deserve to lose you, really, no one cares?

Think about it beforehand instead of giving scares

Talk to someone, you must share, don’t be alone

For God sakes pick up the god damn phone!

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Phil lister 02/01/18

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