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I want to fit in but I am different from the rest
I want to be bigger but cannot help myself
I want to be beautiful but uglyness shines its evil light
I want to eat but just a little is too much
I want to be normal but I cannot help myself
I want to stop being sick but I can’t stop myself
How could anyone ever love my body when I can’t even love myself?
To look upon the mirror is to cry a river of tears at the person staring back
How can you understand when I am perplexed and confused?
How can you judge when I have been beat and abused?
I am tired from it all, I just want to be alone
The only person I trust is the person I hate
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