Sick of being used as a pawn or a chump
So from now I’m certainly gonna start being blunt
Told what to do for so fucking long
Used to love her, or so goes the song
Try to change everything about myself
Even the state of my mental health
Tried being considerate, caring a lot
But I have to confess, I’m losing the plot
I tried to love, to care, in every way
Every initiation, I was pushed away
Until rejection invaded me, heart and soul
It tore my in half, no longer whole
She asked me to love her, to show I cared
I stopped wanting to, then I was scared
We drifted apart, never the same again
I lost a lover and I lost my friend
Plasters cannot mend severed hearts
We just need to have fresh starts
Maybe one day I’ll feel better again
I’m tired at the moment, all the same
To throw away our love that whimpered out
To now have nothing and to go without
To hate the day, to just want it to end
Feeling depressed, going round the bend
I breathe and move on and hope for a sign
But for now I just hope tomorrow I’ll be fine
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