I wish I had someone to talk to…

I wish I had someone to talk to

How can I feel so alone?

Surrounded by my family

In my own sweet home

.

I can’t put my finger on it

Unable to understand

Why do I contemplate?

How do I withstand?

.

Constantly looking for an exit

I could leave if I want

Always putting obstacles

So that I won’t

.

Am I selfish

As I think of myself

What would I become?

If I became someone else?

.

I sometimes fantasize

About what could be the end

I think I need some help

I think I need a friend

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Taken from my latest poetry book