I thought I wanted it
My mind lied
It told me I did
It’s not the case
I have gone so long
Just getting by
Dipping confrontation
Forgoing why
And now all his changed
I can be free
To want again
To restart
The problem is
I don’t know how
I can’t force myself
And I don’t want to
Why do I do this?
Want something
Then when it’s there
Throw it far away
What’s wrong with me?
Is it me?
Yeah, it’s fucking me
I’m so broken
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