I fall in love
Again and again
Not knowing what
I’m really feeling
A million love stories
In my head
Toying with me
When I’m in bed
Feeling alone
Feels so bland
Something meaningful
Sand through my hand
I don’t know what I want
I don’t dare try
All I did today
Was cry and cry
I’m not good alone
Just angry and bitter
My heart barely exists
Beat just a flitter
How can I move on?
When I root myself to the past
Do I even want to?
Scared it won’t last?
I can’t even make
That first courageous step
Scared of rejection
I would be left in a mess
So what should I do now?
Try to get some sleep
Figure it out tomorrow
For now I can only weep
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