How can we feel so lonely
When surrounded by everyone
Feel like such a waste of space
Unwoven and undone
Sinking uncontrollably
Clockwise down the plug
Choking on oxygen
Cause we’ve had enough
Looking for a way out
Through the putrid mud
Reaching our hand out
For someone to love
Tears cry tears in waterfalls
That we cannot control
Life is a confusing mess
That every day implodes
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Taken from my latest poetry book
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I understand exactly what you’re saying in this poem. I, too, feel alone even when in good company. Even when I appear to be enjoying myself when with others, they never see the pain and desperation that lurks beneath the surface. I’m so sorry things are still tough for you, too. I wish you well.
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Yes, it’s hard to know how or what to feel sometimes
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