Do you ever feel like everything is too much?
Doing anything seems too much
Procrastination is all you do
Pleasure rarely exists
It is much too fleeting
Years waiting for time to just pass by
Sleep patterns so messed up
You either sleep or you think
Brain turns on like a switch
Overactive as always
Calculating every possible decision
Consequence or even stupid thing
You have to watch your phone
Just to zone out
To forget the day passed
To not think of tomorrow
Or whatever is to come
Draining off whatever emotions you have
To gradually fade away
I wish I could
Listerslyrics 
This speaks to me. Thank you
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Thanks, if you can relate then that really means it was worth writing. Hope you’re ok
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Imagine though if we make it to tomorrow, not another twist in space, but the day after all this.. if we make it.. I like to think suffering isn’t punishment, maybe it’s teaching, maybe we only suffer till we learn.
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We all have different ways of looking at things, true it is an experience, for the the way I am feeling is so draining and all the things that would normally give me pleasure no longer do. Hopefully temporary
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Didn’t someone say there are two forces in the universe, optimism and entropy. They were probably mad 🙂
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“Draining off whatever emotions you have
To gradually fade away…”
moments well expressed 🙏
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Thank you so much, appreciated
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my pleasure 🙏
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