Destined to be alone?

I’m looking to be happy again

One day at a time

It’s been hard recently

Even finding words to rhyme

Just existing is hard to do

Sometimes wanting something new

But all is hard and effort is taxing

I’m afraid my limit is already at maximum

For all that have fallen and passed through my hands

Unfortunately I have never been a strong enough man

Even one step in front of me seems blocked everyday

I have to break myself to pass and find a way

But every time I break I have to put myself back together

This healing is so long, I fear it could last forever

What do I use to build myself back up?

Every time I glue I always come unstuck

I don’t trust anymore to accept someone’s help

Am I really destined to be by myself ?