I need to feel better

What will you throw at me today?

What suffering do I deserve?

I am at the doctor’s for medication

As I have nothing in the reserve

I’m all out

I quit

My last bit of will power

Has turned to shit

I cried for an hour

I’ve had four hours sleep

I’ve lost 3 kilos

I cry when I speak

I admit I need help

I can’t go on

It’s not a form of weakness

You have to fight to be strong

My heart may not be with me

My head in space somewhere

Depression can be beaten

Even though I’m scared

It won’t be forever

Hopefully not too long

I need to feel better

Otherwise I am done