So so young
In the bedroom alone
Dark dark feelings
In the family home
.
Penknife out
Grating the skin
Starting to cut now
Pushing within
.
Feeling the pain
Gritting the teeth
Seeing the blood
Feeling misbelief
.
Tears of rage
Flow from eyes
Hating everything
True despise
.
Hating life
To finally stop
Giving up
Had enough
.
Laying down
Looking up
Regretting now
The open cut
.
Old t shirt
Wrapped around
Foetal silence
Not a sound
.
Tired now
Suffering weep
Teary dreams
Fading to sleep
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Oh, Phil. This is so raw. I do hope you are okay and that this was something you experienced in the past. My heart goes out to you, whether present or past, because, as you know, I’ve been there too. Take good care of yourself 💜.
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It was inspired by you. But in part yes I experienced my own self harming when I was a teenager. For anyone out there that is suffering if they can relate to it then good. It’s such a taboo subject.
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